但是又何奈

但是又何奈~偏偏我還想念你
但是又何奈~誰叫我喜歡你
但是又何奈~只有把這一份情
悄悄收拾起~深深埋在我心底…………

Blog Temporary Not Update

My blog will be closed for the moment. Kindly visit my blog after December 15^th,2009. Sorry for any inconvenience.

Why?

Reason : To concentrate on my three assignments which I need to submit on the 27^th November 2009.

I know it’s another 30days ahead, but I have no more time left. WHY?

10-11-2009 to 17-11-2009 Working trip to China again. Here deduct 8days.

One day to search for Hong Hong’s present. Minus 1 day.

Another day to celebrate Wfen’s Birthday. Minus 1 day.

Saturday and Sunday class to attend – Minus 6 days.

My *period* coming on about next 2 weeks. Which normally means I will feel like dying. – Minus 1 days.

Lilean’s Birthday – Minus 1day. (I duno whether any gathering, but this is Provision for holiday)

30days – 19days = 11days

I only have left 11days to complete 3 assignments.

And this 11days, I need to work daily from 8am to 7pm.

Conclusion, I only have 3.5days for EACH assignment. (after 8pm)

Can anyone tell me is this SUFFICIENT time to complete a passing grade assignment?

Or is anyone out there willing to lend me your hands?

Madras Lane

Each morning in Petaling Street, we will pass by Madras Lane. Super lots of foods. But every morning also we reached there just on time. No time for us to breakfast there. Just can pass by nia.

So, we always only tar bao handy breakfast like sandwiches and burgers. Cannot eat holiao. Cause no time.

In class with my voice recorder. To tape down the tutor's voice so that we can repeat to hear his voice again and again.
Check out the tiny sweets and biscuits . They are our super help to wake us up when our eyes are becoming heavy - especially in the afternoon after our lunchie.

Notes on our Assignment. Gosh... should be doing my assignments now. Not blogging here! Sh*t.

Hilarious mistake and Brisik Restaurant

Wah.. today super tired la. Almost cannot wake up in time. Today is our third day of workshop. Travelling to and fro like this is really not an easy thing. Besides having to wake up early, have to cope with jams and fight for parking and so on. ….duhh…

But talking about tiredness, me and Esiew already consider very lucky liow. Cause we shared one car down to KL.

Some other students, they had to get up as early as 5am just to catch the right bus to KL. Many of the other students were from JB, Sabah and Sarawak… and all other areas la. I really “pui fuk” their sacrifices towards education.

Talking about yesterday, it’s damn….. hilarious. YM asked me out for dinner and I told him that I am having my class in KL until 6pm. He smsed me that he will come over to Hotel Malaya to meet me. We didn’t communicate well (only sms). Until my class finished, he was waiting at the hotel lobby. Ya… I know everything look normal up to here right….

Then, we walked around Petaling Street to get some drinks, and prepared to go back. Then… see the below conversation:-

Me : Where you parked your car?

YM: I didn’t bring my car also.

JL: Then how you come? You didn’t bring your car?

YM: I come here by bus lar!

JL: Har??? Then???

YM: You drove here right? So I can tumpang your car ma?

JL: Today Esiew fetched me here leh. Yesterday was me fetching her, and today she fetched me here ma!

YM: Huh? I thought I smsed you that I will tumpang your car back?

JL: U got meh? I didn’t read wor… I mean I got read but I didn’t really completely read them clearly. And I dun remember reading about that part wor….

Then, turned to Esiew and asked her to fetched us both back to Klang.

I don’t know if it was my wrong or what, but it seems like we did not communicate well and we thought what we thought.

He thought I drove there, so he took a bus down to KL to have dinner with me there.

I thought he was going to drive there and take me for dinner plus fetched me back.

Hahahaha… I tell you guys la… I was laughing all the way back from KL to Klang. Well, I don’t know about him, but this is a big big “wu long” la!

I guess he must have been damn pissed off with me not reading his sms clearly, and to trouble him to board on the bus to come here. I think this is the funniest mistake human can make!

Well.. he didn’t show he was angry or what but if I am on his shoes, I must be thinking in my head “Damn it…. I’ve come all the way here by bus and now havta travel all the way back to Klang. For what? Wai mat? Diu!!”

Back to Klang (my car), I asked him where he intended to bring me to dinner actually. Jaya One. Well…. I’ve never been there, and this time I’ll be his driver instead. I insisted to go Jaya One as a *compensation* to him.

Jaya One… it’s really a nice place to go. Nice ambient, beautifully designed shops and a good place to have a gathering with friends.

After our survey around that area, we stopped at Brisik Restaurant which serves Indonesian cuisine. We didn’t know it serves Indonesian cuisine until we saw the menus. It looks so Balinese style restaurant with beautifully coloured interior design. You know how much I love red and orange and striking colours. They just have it. We were both attracted by its’ design.

The ambience is really good… with nice music. It’s Chinese Oldies… just so perfectly aired!

The menu is a little bit of odd, with names like Nasi Ungkep, Nasi Ambeng, Brisik, Ikan Dori, Nasi Samudra….. see the names also pening liow. Just ordered my starfruit juice and let him do the thinking himself.

I think we end up ordering a set of dinner.

Nasi Liwet Sunda (Serving for 2 pax) @ RM70.00

Rice cooked in special herbs serve with fried chicken, fried salted fish, keropok bandung, sambal terasi.

( I dun really know what he ordered actually, but I browsed through their website and saw that this is the only menu that serves for 2 person.)

Not cheap eating here, but can get nice atmosphere, cozy surroundings which is decked in a myriad of strong colours, it’s worth it once a while ~

Brisik Restaurant
Lot M3-1, Ground Floor,
Palm Square, Jaya One,
No 72A, Jalan University, Seksyen 13,
46200 Petaling Jaya, Selangor.
Tel: 03-7958 6681
www.brisik.com.my

Some of the photos are taken from :-

http://lediablemaime.blogspot.com/2008/07/brisik-cafe-jaya-one.html

http://www.brisik.com.my/

http://marksmakan.blogspot.com/2009/05/brisik-jaya-1.html

The entrance Beautiful Counter Nice table setting... I just love them See the colours.... so strong~

We had this Satay Serai. Very unique and special. Doesn’t taste like normal satay, I mean they had some veggies inside them.

Super starfruit Juice. I love this!

The drink called 'Wedang Jahe'. It is just like ginger tea and I quite like it. It was relaxing. It came only at the end.

I was seated at this area here, just beside the lamp.

Oh... I just.... dun like the egg smell. Oh... nothing wrong with the egg, it's just I don't favour egg that's all.


Well... next time you drop by and check out that restaurant ya.

巨蟹座的女性

这是一个充满幻想的天真而温性的女性。是这样的吗？

她的感官只有在触及到想象的窗口时才会苏醒。什么东西？

是个心境永 远年轻，思想深处常常有朦胧意识的“姑娘”。啊？？？

她非常钟情，但往往不知道真正令她心醉的人到底是谁。是谁？我也不知道啊？！

当人们信任她时，她会充满温情、幽默和诗意。

但是，她敏感的神经动辄就会失控，她在无声无息中积累了不满和忧怨。

她总是怀恋过去的某一件事：她的童年或没能如愿的婚姻……没错，我真的很怀念童年。。。直到今天~

她经常自我反思和剖析，因为她觉得对自己不甚了解。

她需要宁静、和谐与安全；她渴望一个可以触发想象的愉快的生活环境；

她喜欢象胎贝附着石头上一样呆在她的小天地里。哈哈~~

青年时代，她的家庭对她有很大的影响，有时甚至会延迟她的婚期。不可能~

一般来讲，是母性支配着她身心上的平衡。母爱之情在这一星座的女性身上得到了充分的体现。这个不对了。。。我一点都没有咯！

一旦有了家庭，她会全力以赴地培养和教育孩子，为了孩子她甘愿献出全部的爱。

如果她不是突然莫名其妙地升起一股哀愁的话，她的性情是温柔和令人愉快的。我的天啊~

她只想如何使自己的亲人高兴和满意。那不是一个人傻傻的付出。。。 真是的！

渴望从一个年长的男性那里得到父爱或保护。这个确实是这样~

生辰星位在摩羯座的男性会理解她的愿望，带给她所需要的安慰和爱。摩羯座。。。你在那里啊？？

她与重感情的双鱼座的男性情趣投合。双鱼座。。。你在那里啊？？

她也会沉醉在天蝎座男性炽热的情感之中。天蝎座。。。你在那里啊？？

巨蟹很难让人一眼看穿。他们的情感复杂多变，而且「伪装」得很好。可以做演员了！！我要和吴卓羲拍戏！！

有时候他们给人活泼外向的 印象，有时又显得内向、害羞；有时大方积极，有时由于退缩；有些人觉得他们很容易相处，有些人则认为他们刁钻古怪。那么怪！

所以会出现这种全然相反的特质，全凭 他们当时的心情而定。大概只有跟他们朝夕相处过的人，才会欣赏他们善变的性格，并进一步去挖掘他们真正的深度。

巨蟹座的女人有两种，当然正常的时侯都如温暖的太阳一样可爱，但是闹起情绪的时侯，一种是带雨梨花型，另一种就是定时炸弹型。如果你遇上的是前者，情况比较幸运，平常多带两包面纸就好了。若是后者，恐怕精神压力就比较大些了。哈哈。。。我是第二种吧。。。。

Taken from here : http://baike.baidu.com/view/5329.htm

Workshop in Hotel Malaya

Today, is the first day of my 5-days workshop in KL Hotel Malaya.

Fetched Esiew from Klang and head off to KL as early as 7.55am.

Not sure where Hotel Malaya is, until we reached Petaling Street, asked someone from the bus-stop, only to find out it was just steps ahead us. And right in front of Petaling Street. That place I've been many times, but I did not held my head up to see that it is Hotel Malaya!!

Parked into a parking lot and walked over to the hotel.

The class started at 9sharp. Grabbed a meehoon from 7-11 and had my light and super fast breakfast before entering the room.

Nothing much about it. My tutor, Mr. David from UK Bolton, explained well about the accounting framework to us.

Gave us tips on examinations and so on.

After our class, we no more mood to shop around Petaling Street, although it was just in front of us. Both of us were already tired and felt so sleepy liow. In da class almost doze off after our heavy lunch.

Luckily while driving back home,Esiew talked to me about she and her BF stuff. If not ar… I sure doze off one!!

I found out one peculiar thing about girls.

Girls tend to make questions out just to test their BF to see whether their BF care and love them or not. No wonder all magazines wrote that girls love to ask their BF "Do you love me?"

Esiew is also one normal girl.

Like today, we have class in KL. Yesterday, she asked her BF to fetched her to class, just to see whether her BF will be able to wake up early and fetched her down to KL (to sacrifice his sleep for her). Her BF shook his head so hard, which of course made Esiew so damn disappointed! I told Esiew that it is a little too far for him to come and go just to fetch her to class in KL. She said she WON'T want him to REALLY FETCH her actually. She just want a "Alright, no problem. What time you want me to go get you there, honey?" answer. She said if he did answer like that, she will definitely say "No thanks... I can actually go myself".

See....

Another one she told me about.

They were in Genting having their sweet time. And Esiew found her BF's jacket very beautiful and nice. She asked if he can give her that jacket as a presant. He shook his head again! He said that was a gift that he received from his brother, which was bought from Australia. And it was quite expensive. Esiew.... kept fiddling with the jacket, and made herself looks like she love the jacket so much. And yet, her BF answer was no. Esiew said that she was just TESTING her BF.

See... girls are like this. They always lack of confidence to themselves, and keep wanting assurance from you guys. And guys... are like stupid TRESS! They are just soooOOO dumb!

Guys ar.... I tell you all la... Girls normally say this kind of THING ar... to test you nia la... Not really want to susahkan you one la! Your GF love you so much, where will "seh tak" let you suffer wor!! They just want to test you only... Just want to see your willingness to their needs, and see whether you really care them more than your other sap sui things! See whether you can scarifies for her or not!

Haiyo... this lesson ar... not hard to learn, yet guys always make mistake here one lor!! Guys ar... when ur GF ask you to do something right, although very ridiculous, you JUST say "Ok, no problem". Like this~ Understand.

Can someone advertise in the newspapers, so that those dumb guys know what girls want? Like this, girls won't be so dissapointed liow lor~!!

SMS SMS and more SMS

SMS I saw recently in my phone which I have not deleted them.

29-6-2009

Hong Hong : At first I dunno how to answer…. Then… suddenly my otak can work liow.

Me : Wah… holiao wor…

Hong Hong : Sometimes boy boy(her bro’s son) nei nei couldn’t finish… I help him finished up de lei… ENFALAC DHA really works… hahahaha

I don't know what kinda milk Hong Hong drinks la.. but agak agak is this one with DHA la... Hehehe~

Conclusion… those of u out there… having babies with you… remember, Enfalac DHA is good as it keeps ur baby’s brain work. Even people like Hong Hong also can use BRAIN! Hahahaha~ Hong.. dun shoot me ya~

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11-9-2009

Hong Hong : Darling… I love you…

Me : Eh… you send wrong sms isit??

Hong Hong : Is to u de ma… cannot love u de mei?

Me: ??#^%$&^^#%$#%$%^@#??

I did not reply her. But I deep down in my heart, I was appreciating it. It somehow lighten my day. I wanted to say I love to have her in my life too… but those words… just couldn’t come out right.

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19-9-2009

Me : Hong … ur business how? You must kut lat work lor… then save many many money, four years later we can go Europe liow.

Hong Hong : Wah… very song wo… I wan go Europe also…Four years I can go Europe mei? I hope so la… I very heng fun d… four years hor… 4 years… yeah… I can go Europe in 2013 lo!

Hong Hong : Shi lor shi lor… I must kut lat kut lat…otherwise I mo money go Europe… kut lat kut lat… Hope my shop good feng shui… all people pass by de place must come in to my shop…. Hahaha~

Yeah…. Her new nail art shop which is located in CLIPS salon at BBK.

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01-10-2009

Me : How’s life Mrs. Swee…..

Lilean : Life ok lor… got to say dat living with in-law not an easy thing…

Why on earth everyone has this problem one ar?? Can’t there be a good equation and agreement between these two bodies???

為什麼從古到今婆媳總是不和？

原因有三：
一。婆婆花5年时间教会儿子如何穿裤子，可媳妇却用不了5秒钟就能叫儿子把裤子脱了！
二。婆婆用乳房哺育了儿子的生命，可媳妇用没奶的乳房欺骗了儿子一生！
三。儿子累了一天，妈妈会看着儿子入睡，可媳妇晚上还罚儿子做俯卧撑.

Hahaha… funny one!

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13-10-2009

Me : I wan cry liow. Suddenly my colleague say he lausai, now my boss say change the ticket to my name to China! Help me!

WFen : What is your boss HP number? Later I send SMS and scold him. (she was angry with him because of the sudden trip to Guanghou last week. I was suppose to fetch her to Sunway on the weekend but it was cancelled due to my trip)

Me : He employ me to be his secretary, meaning he doesn’t need to hear any phone calls, see any sms. I see and read them for him. You send to him, end up also limbeh read one la!!!

WFen : I really damn hate your idiotic boss. (she was totally so pissed off with him!!)

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A day at Times Square 11-10-2009

This fine Sunday, fetched my sis,bro and mum to Times Square jalan jalan.

Window shopping, my younger sister (LG) bought some clothings.

Her college presentation wor, which needs her to wear formal clothes during her presentation in class. Aiya… in class nia ma.. need to so long zhong meh!!!

I told her to take from my cupboard, no need to waste money buy (cause she won’t be in the corporate world now).

She said my clothes a little tooOO mature wor!!! Shit her ar…

First time sees her wearing formal clothes. White blouse and pencil skirt. Suddenly felt she big girl liow.

I told her, dun think wear working attire like very PRO, u will be wearing them until you retire!!!

After that, we had our lunch in this Penang Village. My mum and I smelt assam laksa and the smell allure us there!

Opened up the menu, everyone’s eyes big big liow.

We ordered the below :-

2 asam laksa
1 nasi tomato
1 nasi Penang Village special
1 curry laksa
1 char koay teow

Each pax one drink. All 6 drinks. Our bill totaled up to RM150 .

One lunch eating Penang LOCAL food nia… already cost RM150! Siao… I tell you… although the shop color is pinky white, it is actually a 黑店！！ Hahaha~

Brother's Nasi Tomato.... He said it was too tiny for him... he just couldn't get enuff....

Nasi Penang Village Special... besides the plate special... it's just some fried rice with fried chicken that's all... but my bro said it was surprisingly delicious!

This is my Air Bandung and Asam Laksa. Now blogging also can feel my saliva come out liow. So asamy~!! It was slightly too asam for me.. but overall it was good.

My sis's Char Koay Teow. Can you see the difference with the menu and the real koay teow! The plate so besar... the koay teow so tiny nia!! Imagine... my sister said she duno eat this to fill her left side stomach, right side stomach or just appetizer!!!

Hahaha... four kinds of coloured drinks. My mum complained so much about me ordering Air Bandung. She told me with RM5, I can get a bottle of big big air sirap in Carrefour, and yet I came all the way here ordering a RM8 Air Bandung!




Pink surrounding, pink dress and pink drink



Pinky surrounding with soft white and lavish look.

Am I Abnormal?

Today I was quite happy all the while.

Asked Hong Hong out for a drink, but she was busy cleaning her new home sweet home.

Dun say I didn’t offer my help. I did, but she refuses and said she could gau tim herself.

So, in the evening, YM called over for a drink.

I just got back from Centro.

Upon reaching there, heard loud songs and chats coming from the concourse area. We two, very pat gua, went around it and survey survey the opening ceremony party.

Then I came across a lenglui (her back was facing me), my instinct tells me her front must be very pretty cause from her back, her beautiful elegant slim body, and beautiful Chanel classic bag and the straight neat and long hair she has….. I looked at her for quite sometime and suddenly she shifted her head around and guess who was that…

Michelle Sin.

Ya… my senior in Acmar school. Gosh.... like a legend girl… then , my eyes look around that particular table, and he was there. He…. was there! Who? The HE lor!!!

Tee Chuan How. Smartly wearing a dark blue shirt.

Quickly I told YM to get into the complex, as I do not want any of them to see me there. Why? I do not want to go and say “Hello” to someone I wanted to forget. My heart….. beated furiously. I wonder if YM did hear my heart thumping. YM was talking to me for sometime, but I wasn’t even listening. My mind was in that particular moment I saw him. I had this…. XXX feeling that why am I put to meet him there tonight?!

Why tonight? I mean…. Previously, I admit I was waiting to meet him no matter when and when. But, I just let him out of my mind. He was supposed to be out of my head. But when I saw him just now, I couldn’t think right anymore. He didn’t notice me, because he was in the crowd. Previously, when I prayed to meet him, I did not get to see him in years.... but when I let go of him already, I get this. I don't know is thank you or no thank you. But meeting someone I thought who was already out of my heart, brings back his "space" immediately. Without control, this person comes into me again.

Ordered my ice-blended chocolate, thinking why he has the ability to make me go blank. I shouldn’t behave like this. He is no one to me. YM felt I was a little way out, and asked me what I was thinking. Well… I myself also duno what happened to me!!!

Can someone explain this?

After our drink, I thought HE might have been gone. As from far, I can see the party’s crowd becoming less. Then we walked out of the entrance.

Just right in front of me, I saw that dark blue shirt, the back facing me.

I thought I might pass by his back without him noticing, until his phone rang and he turned over to pick up his phone… there he met my eyes.

I smiled lightly, and my eyes turn to a girl standing beside him. Wearing a dark yellow dress, hand holding a dark brown bag, long neat hair, slim and sexy figure, standing quite close to him.

Who was she?
She is who?
Why was she standing there?
She stand there for what?
Was she just someone from the crowd?
Is she his younger sister?
Is he her brother?
Was she a stranger?
Was she his relative?
Or was she …..

My head was thinking this while driving back home.

Aiyoo…. Who is she? None of my business la… why I so…. ABNORMAL one!!!!!!
I hate myself for being like this!