Anticipating

Another two more hours here in the office, then head to Port Klang for our CNY Colleagues Gathering.

Yeh Yeh Yeh….

Just now we were happily discussing what to order there.

This year, our location is at Restaurant Perlama, Port Klang.

As usual, seafood dinner with colleagues and family.

We always treasure this year end dinner together. It’s a one in a blue moon kind of gathering for us.

It’s not easy for us to get together, since everyone has their own family and our age range is super large.

Oh ya.. forgot to talk about my hair cut this noon. Today, I tied a corner ponytail. Where my hair drop at my shoulder. Then, nothing much work to do, was playing away with my own hair. Carefully looking at my own hair end, only did I found out my hair’s split ends is getting worse. Badly damage and split in the ends.

Beh tahan my own hair like this. No wonder lately my colleagues told me my hair has lots of white tiny spots. Those spots are the split end damage parts.

Lunch time, rush out for my hair cut. I gave the hairstylist a super difficult time.

I told her I want to cut my hair short, because my hair got many split ends and very dry. But I do not want to cut too short. I still want my long hair. But I want to cut away all the bad ends. And hor… please don’t cut my hair above shoulder length. I do not want my hair to simply curl away.

Then, I got this seems-cut-but-not-look-like-cut hair lor…

Hehe…

傻瓜

Yesterday Hong Hong called me up. She was on the way back to her own house.

For nothing… she said she just saja saja call me only, because she long time didn’t call me liow.

Later I smsed her :-

JL: 你的来电温暖了我的心。谢谢你的关心。 谢谢你朋友。

HH: 傻瓜。。我没有打给你不代表我不关心你。。。

If my tear from my eye was a little heavier, I would have shed a tear.

Traditional Greeting Card

SMS from Hong Hong : "I received your card le… so happy every year u still remember to send me card."

Yup…. I sent about 30 over cards this year to all my friends. It’s quite some job as you have to go and purchase a bunch of cards, and write one by one your greetings. Get a stamp, stamp in, glue it and find a postbox. I know people might laugh at me, as people now uses SMS or Email greetings or even Facebook greetings, and not like those traditional mails anymore. E-kind of mails to me, lack of a sense of sincerity. I don’t mean that they are not sincere, but it’s just kind of *forward forward forward mails* that’s all. Just a click and you can forward to like hundreds of people in your mailbox. I just don’t feel “special” enough in a forward mail.

I have an attraction over traditional mails until today. I honestly love to see my mailbox with greeting cards or letters from a friend or pal…. well…..the best would be parcel with gift la! It’s very surprising to receive this kind of mail, especially when your heart is beating while thinking Who is sending me this card leh? This card from whom de leh? What is written inside leh?Is the card beautiful or not jek? It’s most surprising… because nowadays, besides receiving piles and piles of Maxis billings, Cukai Tanah, Indah Water, CIMB credit card statement, Telekom bills and etc… you don’t get to see any other surprises anymore.

For festive seasons like now, you somehow will manage to receive one or two cards from either your Insurance Agents or beauty salon or maybe from your Amway Top managements. You don’t see any from your friends or relatives. No one will put all the fuss onto sending a stupid slow card.

Until today, like I said, besides receiving a CNY card from my insurance agent and from ELK Furniture (which I bought a cupboard recently), I don’t see any surprises from my mailbox. I already expected it, as I’ve been sending years of cards, and yet received fairly little back.

I do not want to lose the feeling of sending and receiving traditional mails, therefore, every year, I commit myself to send a card over to my buddies everywhere, whether it is Christmas or CNY greetings.

I guess maybe I should be following the trend. I should be advancing and not laying back and doing ancient stuff anymore. I guess this might be my last time sending slow mail greeting card.

I’m certainly not fed-up of sending them, only that I found; maybe not everyone has the same feeling like me towards traditional kind of greeting cards.

Alright, be prepared to receive a SMS/email from me in future. I also wanna be an E-Person!!

In my heart whispered, I still hope to receive surprises from my mailbox, really.

Unemployed

Wfen finally declare herself in Facebook as “unemployed”.

Yesterday we went out for yumcha. It’s been quite sometime we did not go out on a weekday. Wfen’s rules says Weekday is a no no go-out for me. I need to work tomorrow la.

Yesterday we stopped by Station One. Chit chat and talk bad about everyone except both of us. Hahaha~ That’s where the fun comes la.

Hmm… wondering today night do what hou leh?

KTV with Weifen 27-12-2009

Got theses photos only very recently.

Had a fun time with Wfen back there at Greenbox KTV. As usual, we sing until no voice come out from the room lor!

Can’t remember much about what happened (sorry, I know I am just soooo absent-minded – please bear with me), but I remembered something very particularly.

We two sang the same song for like more than 15times!! Repeated again and again.

“我爱他” by 叮当。

First, she sings. Then I sing. Then we sing. Then she sings again. Then I sing again. Then we sing sing sing again and again!


Two sampat por ar… hahahaha~ Now think back also super funny lor.

Louisiana @ Kelana Jaya on Yoon's Birthday

Written on 23-1-2010

Happy Birthday to Yoon….

It’s been quite sometimes we girls did not gather on Yoon’s birthday. Her birthday used to fall on CNY, therefore, we always do not have the chance to celebrate with her.

Yesterday, we went to Plaza Kelana Jaya, Louisianna for dinner. I was there only at around 10.30pm, as my first round was my uncle’s bachelor’s night.

Let’s kick Yoon’s at as side, concentrate on my uncle’s bachelor’s night first.

First, I did not know that his bachelor’s night was a steamboat dinner. Went there as early as 6.45pm to help around, found steamboat pots on the tables. Total 10 tables were set up. A few people in the corner were trying to light up the charcoal. Charcoal for steamboat. Yeah… it was a charcoal burning steamboat pot kinda feast. Everyone has its own duties. Mine end up lighting the charcoal and putting them onto the pot. It was hot stuff and we went busy until 9pm we finally set up the fire on the pot and the soup were starting to boil. Plates of ready-arranged seafood and fishball were placed on the table. With the help of all relatives and neighbours, the set up and eating start began.

The neighbours were the most fun of all. Whatever you do not have, you just have to shout out, and then the neighbours will automatically bring out from the house. Someone shouted, does anyone have sambal? Or chilli padi? Another reply coming from a house I have, I cut and bring out later.

It was tiring to wait for the soup to boil… and everyone already very hungry. I was not only hungry, I was supposed to be eating quickly and go to Yoon’s gathering. You know la… steamboat… wait super long, open the cover only, everyone charge. Then… wait again… then charge… by the time I feel a little full, checked the time, almost 10pm already. My hands were black from the charcoal thing, my dress was with fish stink smell, because I handled the seafood arrangement too. My hair smelt of ikan billis… as I helped out on the adding of soup for the guest too. Still, gotta prepare myself and drove to Kelana Jaya. Thanks God, I somehow know the way and did not get lost, and was not too late there meeting the girls.

Met Xinyi at the doorside, walking into a beautiful place with the lake right in front of you.

The lightings were pretty there. And the girls claimed that they look like boarding a cruise and having dinner on the cruise. Good imaginations!

They even took couple of cruise-like photos. Hahaha~ (But too bad, those photos are not with me - I found some photos from the Louisianna website and pasted them here).

The beautiful and romantic dining place

Beautiful lake side place

But sadly, recently, I found that gathering with the girls makes me miserable. Why? I also don’t know why. But… it’s just seems like we has lesser and lesser things in common. I mean topic. Every now and then, they’ll discuss about kids, their husbands and their relationship with the in-laws. It’s not like I do not like to listen to these topics. I’ll love to, I really love to. I certainly enjoy listening and sharing with them. But, I can only listen to what they say. I repeat… I can only listen… and I have no words coming out from my mouth to either help out or to say anything, or even voice my opinion. I have no experience on any of that, and who am I to give any opinion. I just felt a little off-the-shore.

It’s like a secondary school teenager telling a Standard Two pupil a biology fact. The pupil can only listen, knod and pretend she understands.

I don’t know how to say these in words… but I do feel a little… disturbed by it. It makes me feel so “away” from them. At that particular moment, I felt I was being drifted away. And I felt being *single* was the only problem that made our relationship like that. I do not like this feeling. I’m sure there’s something I can do to stop this from worsening. I’m trying hard, and I will try harder to overcome this problem.

Can anyone suggest something, so that I won’t be drifted too far away?

Should I buy some Baby World magazines to read to start off?

Bye Bye Tiong Nam

Written on 21-1-2010

Wfen still have two days to go before she bid farewell to her Tiong Nam company.

Well… at least she’s got ample time to get ready for her CNY while preparing for her hand treatment. Just nice I’ll say.

What do you normally do when you have last two days before your resignation?

Does your colleagues come around you and have a last so-called-colleagues-chat or do they view you as invincible as all meetings, proposals, due-dates are all non-of-your business anymore?

What about those office-chats, whereby they talk about bosses, their Head or their subordinates? Since you are no longer there, does this relate to you anymore?

Does your colleagues view you as someone no longer attached to the company, so any big big small small things also do not have to ask for your approval AnyMore?

Or are your colleagues and bosses treating you for good dinner and lunch to say goodbye. What about farewell party or the opening of champagne? How was it like?

Well… to be honest… I’ve never TRIED resign and I have no experience of it before in my life. But that’s this that I’ve ALWAYS wanted to do, and yet always fail due to insufficient of the word “courage”. Ya… I’m a “scardy-cat”. Laugh at me. Don’t spare me. I’m useless… and I know this…..

New Year Dim Sum with Family

Ya ya ya... I tengah kepoh la~

My brother ar... always take photo macam mau tidur look one lor~

Sisters

Mummy and I

We started out our first New Year dim sum breakfast at Hai Thiam Lou Restaurant.

Had a fun time chit chatting and talking bad about others. Hahaha~

The dim sum was a little slow, but noone bothers... everyone busy with the chat topic. Hehehe~

利伟的短讯

他的电话早午晚都来。
都是一些早安。午餐吃了吗？晚安。。。之类的啦。

JL: 你无聊没事做是吗？

利伟：我不是无聊没事做，我是想追求你，你介意我小过你吗？

JL: 不要跟我开这种玩笑啦。

利伟：我是说真的，给我一个机会啦。 晚安。

JL:这个投资不适合你。及伤神又伤身又伤精神。而且不但没有回报，还会让你亏钱亏到头痛。 还是找比较安稳的投资吧。这个投资恐怕不适合你的。

Christmas Lunch Sponsor

23-12-2009 SMS with YM

YM: I’m in office today. Boss suddenly ask me here to do something.

JL: Bz in office? I tot u took long leave de? Oh, I know liow. Modipalm without YM cannot jalan right? Hehehe….

YM: Having Christmas lunch in office today.

JL : Wah…. So good de. Somemore got Christmas Lunch. Our company what lunch also dun have ar!

YM: OK, next year we invite you to join. Den ho, we get more sponsor, make grand grand one. What u want to sponsor?

JL: Paper cup and disposable fork and spoon!!

YM: …………

JL: Ok la. I just joking only. But if you serious talk about company to company, then I assure you it’s our pleasure to sponsor for your company’s event.

YM: Ha… you personal sponsor la. Turkey and chicken.

JL: Ok ok. U want what, I sponsor what. Ok. U happy, I happy!
(like this he finally stop sms me liow… hahahaha)

Improve my Relationship

28-12-2009

This was the damn day where I was stuck in a damn jam for almost an hour and still cannot reach to Bukit Tinggi. Me and Wfen was suppose to meet up with Alice in her house that day. Alice told me that she’ll need to rest at 9pm. Gosh… I’m still around Klang town that moment. So, I told Alice that I can’t reach there on time, and told to meet her some other days.

There’s no turning back. I’m underneath the bridge. I had to cross the damn bridge la. I called up Wfen for yumcha instead without Alice. She said Ok at first. Then, while I was crossing over to Bukit Tinggi, she called me say cancel. She very tired, want to sleep liow.

God knows how ……XXXXX I was. I was stuck in the damn jam for such a damn long time, cross that damn Bukit Tinggi, and end up no one wants me there! I did not say much, just said… whatever la.

She said if I already reached Bukit Tinggi, might as well call YM out. I got nothing to say.

Then she smsed me.

WF: Wei… you angry liow?

WF: If YM cannot then you call me.

JL: No need la. I one person drink won’t die one. Good night.

WF: Actually I wan u go out with him to improve ur relationship la.

JL: Thank you so much. Got a friend like you. Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you Thank you!!!

WF: Wei… you dun angry la. I really tonight cannot sleep edy. Sorry la. Ok la… we go yum cha la.

Suddenly YM called. Said Wfen ask him to go out with me!!!!

Arrrrrrrr

After everything, end up three of us go and yum cha. What a night!

Hong Hong FFK on New Year Eve

31-12-2009 SMS with Hong Hong

Hong : Tonight I cannot go wet wet liow. I sick la. I think I just stay at home with boy boy. (I forgot what she wrote exactly, because I accidentally deleted her sms)

JL: Gam tou tak? Haih… then cancel la. I tell Lilean. U take care ya.

In the mean time, I sms to Lilean : Aiyo, Hong sms me say she sick. She wan cancel. Only u n me nia. How? [SMS was sent out in the noon]

Hong : Y not…? Yesterday I already feel tao kong kong d. Haiya… u ma got chance celebrate with YM liow lo… candle night dinner…

JL: Aiya… last minute u cancel, sud I feel like a bird without wing. Don’t know what to do liow.

Hong : YM will be your wings… dun worry… he will plan for you de la..

JL: U kong sibeh gau la! I dun care. U super sou heng. U sick then u simply change plan. Now you make me and Lilean no wings. U must treat us good dinner next year.

Hong : Kampung got a lot wings ma… two malay guys “hang” chicken wings there.. haiya… ok la… tomorrow I treat u two jiak la…

JL: Chicken wing! Haha kui ni xiang de dao!

Lilean replied : Gal, battery flat juz received ur sms. I oso cannot le… going out with my family.

[For your info, Lilean managed to reply me in the late evening…I repeat… LATE evening!!]

Wrote up to here only remember wor… Hong Hong still owe me and Lilean one big treat!!! Hong Hong…. Sek zou la!!!

My New Year's Eve

I was browsing thru my own blog, and then, I found out that I left out my New Year Eve wor…

Quickly searched back photos taken that night.

Anyway, nothing much to say. Not like I went to disco or countdown, just a quiet gathering at BBT Station One. All because Hong Hong la. FFK me. Make me no wings!! I haven’t *gai sou* with her leh!

Ah Wei and Ah Wah... as usual la... two funny guys... When we were talking about fireworks... I told them, I always see fireworks in my factory. Why? The workers welding and oxy-cutting, can see sparks and flames like fireworks lor! They had some beer... and some kinda lucky draw thing, and got free beers somemore.

Weifen left us early….clock haven’t struck 12am she already left the place. Her in-laws la…. kacau kacau nia~ Not only she hate her in-laws lor… I HATE more lor… hahaha

Not so serious la… they are nice people la. Only that, as daughter, have to pay respect and love lor. You also don’t want old people sit at the living room to wait for you to reach home ma rite…..

After they went away, left me and YM. Nothing special... and our New Year struck with yellings and happiness from the people around us.

Bukit Cahaya Walk & Pet Shop & Drunken Pot

17-1-2010 Sunday

Have not blog about my Skytrek experience at Bukit Cahaya and now I’m at the same place again last Sunday. It was a so-called spontaneous Bukit Cahaya morning walk session. Main aim is to be healthier and fitter as the CNY is approaching. So both me and YM end up there. Wanted to rent bicycle but that day was packed with lots and lots of people. I wonder why so many people don’t wanna sleep more on a weekend, all come over here so damn early, as it was not even 9.30am that time. Don’t they have anything better to do….. Hahaha…

Nothing much to say about the taman, did a little walking. Nothing much to see, only trees and leaves…. and more trees lor. It’s not very well-kept and furnish as you can see lalang growing all the way.

After our walk, went to have our dimsum at Taman Megah. Opposite, there is a pet shop which YM seems excited to visit it.

The Pet Family @ Taman Megah

In my whole life… my first time entering a pet shop. You know how much I LURVE those nasty doggies and puppies la.

Upon entering, were greeted by beautiful fish. Pretty fish with neon lightings on them and surrounded by colorful corals. I was happily playing with the fishes and they look stupid as whenever my finger goes, they blindly follows. Until YM warned me not to do that. And showed me a sign written as “ Please do not touch the glass, it will stress the fish. Thank you for your co-operation”. Damn it….. should have told me much earlier ma. Luckily nobody saw me lor. And I was doing it for so long… if not ar… I kena pull out of the shop also duno hamidaiji!!!

Next the dogs… I tell u all la….the dogs arr…. DOG u know… more HO MIA than me ar!! They go salon to cut and trim their DOG HAIR cost them about RM80-120/dog. Limbeh cut hair at APT , they charge me less than RM50, I also felt so expensive liow. Dog hair trimming more expensive than JL hair trimming!!!! Somemore got sell ribbon la… hair ban la… wah lau… I really beh tahan lor!

This is the price list I got from their Website : The Pet Family.

Full Grooming & Styling
• Scissoring
• Clipping
• Nails
• Ear hair remover
• Ear cleaning
• Shaving of paw pad/ stomach/ private part
• Clearing of anal gland
• Bathing & blow drying

Small Breed : RM70 – RM120
Medium Breed : RM90 – RM130
Large Breed : RM110 – RM160

See…… not cheap leh. Super expensive to me tim!!!!

I saw there were a few people, cutting and trimming the dogs, like the dogs are their own little baby. So xixin. Gosh…..

Aiya… sorry to pet lovers la. I know you will be uneasy when u read until here. I just… u know… felt that pet are… just PET u know. Nothing special about them. Only that they piss around and bite around that’s all.

OK… I’m not Anti-Pet la…. but I’m definitely not a PRO-PET lor….

OK… continue my Sunday talk.

Night, drunken pot steamboat with Hong Hong, Kelvin and YM. YM drove. Maybe because first time not I driving, so duno why I felt like Damansara sangat jauh lor. Not only me… Hong Hong also felt the same. Hahaha~ Ok la… tell u honestly la… maybe because YM TOO adhere to the [km/j] rules lor.

Coincidentally, some duno-what-artist filming there. Was seated behind their filming area… so there Might be a chance for us to be “In the Show” too… wahahaha… Ok la.. it’s impossible la… they won’t waste their film to zoom to us la….

Had our favourite Satay and fresh prawnies~

Hong Hong and Kelvin… both of them argue argue argue and argue. I guess that’s what makes them so close to each other. The more they argue, they better and closer they are. What a lovely couple. Oh ya… after they argue and bising bising… in the car… they started touching one another…. Then..... the next thing they do ...err... [ this part was censored because there might be under 18 reading this blog de] Wahahaha…..

I don’t have to worry…. Hong Hong doesn’t read my blog anymore…. Ngek ngek ngek…

Mee Hun Kueh Fuzz

SMS with Hong Hong 13-1-2010

Hong : I just ate one big bowl mee hun hueh… not understand y u like to eat this… si bei lan pai jiak..

JL: U duno xing sang. I no guai ni. Mihun kueh sibeh holiao!

Hong : 100% make from flour de kueh I really beh hiao yan siong lor!

How's Ur Jusco Day?

JL: Yesterday u got go Jusco ar? [Juso Day] Got grab any holiao bo?

Hong Hong : I go Jusco buy one bottle Dynamo, one Softlan, 2 packet tissue… which my mummy see the price no cheaper wor…. Damn

JL: Wahahaha….. u sibehlan ho qio la!!!

Hong Hong : I very angry yesterday lo…. Cause queue for so long buy the no cheap thing…. xxxxx u lagi laugh at me.

Avatar 3D @ TGV Sunway Pyramid

Last Monday watched Avatar 3D at Pyramid with Wfen, her hubby, brothers and YM.

Avatar, Avatar...?? it's a sci-fi epic movie. Okay, If you wanna watch this, go watch in 3D. It's awesome!! I mind you… it’s awesome to people without headache after the three-hour movie.

Before buying the tickets for this movie, I’ve been warn by my sisters and brothers not to watch them in 3D as it’ll only make me dizzy and heachache and feel like vomiting after the whole thing. However, they also emphasized that the movie is great, minus the headache they got, but still a good experience to watch in 3D.

I’m well prepared. Well-prepared to get headache. I brought along my Minyak Kapak there too!! Just some expectation in my head and prepare myself to get those sicknesses.

Upon entering the movie hall, we got ourselves a pair of 3D spectacles, which mine was super oily…. I think some oily person was using it earlier! Euw….

Totally dwelt in the movie, this is a great movie; it is really surprises you and offer things you have never seen before. Loved the trees, the beautiful flowers, the lovely bugs, the floating lands, the floating octopuses (whatever u call them), waterfalls, flying dragons (big birds), the moss lights up when they step on it. I like the idea whereby the people's mind got connected to every creature and plant in this jungle. They are connected and well communicated. They learn and know each others thinking.

Go for this movie…I’ll say. Story was great with beautiful scenes…. All beyond our imagination. Honestly, the movie was dragging a bit, especially when your head is spinning already…and you keep asking urself… is it time yet… is it time yet? When is my headache going to end arr?? But overall… the story plot is good.

Finally the movie ended with a beautiful song…… and we are back to our WORLD.

Just don’t feel like walking out of the Avatar scenes……..

Bid farewell to Wfen and gang. As we came in two different cars. Brought back a heavy head... thanks God it's YM whom is driving... and he was totally well and show no sign of dizziness!!

Paktor liow ma?

These few days arr…… Hong Hong kept SMS or Call me to ask me same question over and over again.

Ling… you paktor liow ma?
Ling… you and him how liow?
Ling… you and him start liow ma?

No… No…No…

When I say no…. she will “Aiya… waste my money call you!!” and hung up the call!

WTF………..

Family Dinner on 31-12-2009??

[ WFen : I think he wan to bring u for dinner with his family. ]

Indeed, it was true. Didn’t believe Wfen until he called me. I mean YM here.

He said he wants to bring me to have dinner with his family.

Family dinner?? What is it got to do with me?

My goodness…. Scare me lor….

Quickly I told him I was not available.

Pheeew……

Should I "Isotretinoin" ?

My forehead….. covered up with teeny weeny little zits…. Those little evil pimples are becoming worse…..

They are overpowering my face. And now to my cheeks too. I can’t even see myself in the mirror. All I see is the pimples… pimples… and more pimples….

Just back from Dr. Ko Skin Specialist. Dr. Teh approached me.

I suggest that you take “Isotretinoin”, says the doctor.

What is that? I asked.

It is a strongest of all acne treatment. It shrinks the oil glands which causes your uncontrollable pimples. She emphasized.

I gulped. And decided.

I choose to have flawless and acne-free skin.

Welcome “Isotretinoin” to my life. A new pill…. I will post up photos of the cute, harmless looking pill…. dark purple in color and of course my current oily and full-of-acne-on-my-forehead look. The pill… I’m starting my first little one tomorrow.

Ok… you don’t have to browse through Wikepedia to get to know what Isotretinoin is.
I already pasted them here. And already shorten them… I afraid some of you might just doze off halfway reading them! [And God… I still feel such a long one].

What is Isotretinoin?
Isotretinoin is a powerful and effective medicine used to treat severe acne. It is a man-made retinoid (derived from vitamin A). Isotretinoin usually needs to be taken for 3 to 6 months. Isotretinoin works by unclogging skin pores and shrinking oil glands. Because of its serious side effects, isotretinoin should be used only for severe resistant acne.

Risks of taking Isotretinoin?
Isotretinoin can cause side effects. The most serious side effects occur in women who are pregnant or get pregnant while taking it. They may have a miscarriage, or their infant may be born with severe birth defects. Less serious side effects affect almost everyone who takes isotretinoin. These include dry skin, dry mouth, chapped lips, nosebleeds, dry eyes and difficulty wearing contact lenses, and increased skin sensitivity to sunlight. If you have dry eyes while taking isotretinoin, you may have to wear glasses instead of contact lenses. Other common side effects of isotretinoin dry nose, nosebleeds, cracks in the corners of the mouth , inflammation of the whites of the eyes. Joint aches also are common. Rarely, isotretinoin can cause brain swelling (intracranial hypertension), which produces nausea, vomiting, headache, and changes in vision. And it is believed that severe depression can occur, although there is no conclusive evidence for this. Risk of hair thinning (This could start or continue after treatment).

Isotretinoin can cause higher-than-normal levels of certain fats (triglycerides) in your blood. High levels of triglycerides may make you more likely to develop certain health problems, such as heart disease.

Isotretinoin is harmful to the fetus (cause birth defects and miscarriage) and therefore should not be used during pregnancy. Pregnancy should be avoided one month before, during, and at least one month after stopping isotretinoin.

Yup…..I know the consequences. But... I have to choose between flawless and acne-free skin and the adverse effects associated with it.

I might have dry lips - Aiya... little dry won't spoil my day I guess... moreover, noone's gonna kiss my lips what...

Peeling Skin.... Aiks... I might as well change to soft Baby Skin leh....

I might have dry skin - Aiya... noone's gonna touch me la~ Noone's gonna hold my hand also....

I might have thinner hair - My hair so tebal... cannot really notice one gua... But this one I paling scare lor. Because it's written that my hair might become thin even after the treatment wor.......

I might have depression - Aiya... I so happy person... where come depression wor...

Of all the consequences.....I STILL have to stick to the treatment without fail DAILY for SIX consecutive months. No stopping halfway or everything is gone.

And mind you… the little CUTE Isotretinoin is DAMN expensive.
One little tiny piece is RM6. I have to take it twice daily, and gradually lesser as my doctor prescribed in future.

I really pray that it will work and hopefully the side effects will be minimal.

And… I’m utterly broke now. Can someone spare me dinner for the future six months??

12 Days to Go

Since my last exam on 13th Dec 2009, I’ve been falling into a super comfort zone. No assignments, no exams, no books, no revisions for a month till today. Only Facebooking all the way~

Received an email from our college administration informing us about our briefing on 31st Jan 2010. Then only I realize I still have another 6months to complete my degree course. I don’t even remember about it [because all my notes and books are hiding under my bed now], so I did not realize about study at all.

I have less than 12 days to my briefing, where my new semester will be starting. I will be back to my crazy days where I piled up dozens of thick books on my study table and left my notes all around my room.
Guess I can’t be TVBing and so free like I am now. Gotta treasure my these few days…. But damn… all my friends are busy busy busy busy busy busy .

Hong Hong and Wfen are busy baking cakes and warn me not to disturb them. Others two are busy taking of their kids I assure you. [Dun laugh at me la… I know I have limited friends la ok. ]

Left me alone… all alone.

Well… I guess I’ll just havta stay at home and do my own spring cleaning, as the CNY is approaching ma.

Clean … scrub…..clean…scrub….. and clean……

沒那麼簡單

真的沒那麼簡單啊~

黃小琥 - 沒那麼簡單
作詞：姚若龍 / 作曲：蕭煌奇

沒那麼簡單 就能找到 聊得來的伴
尤其是在看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安 只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫?

沒那麼簡單 就能去愛 別的全不看
變得實際 也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單 一久也習慣
不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話 隨便聽一聽 自己作決定
不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在周末晚上 關上了手機 舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易 每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀 轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易 才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心 所以最開心 曾經

想念最傷心 但卻最動心 的記憶

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我是在駕車, 開MY FM聽到這首歌的。

一聽到就忘不了裡面的歌詞。

真的是很吸引人啊。。。。

第一次聽到，心理面不斷發出，“天啊...!怎么那么的貼切自己的心聲...?"

喜歡上這首歌，歌詞和聲音都很完美。

唱出熟女的心聲。。。聽完都心酸酸的。。。。

說不出來的感動。。。

心連成一團。。。。有點痛痛的。。。

好想回到敢愛敢恨的時候啊。。。。。

我是快30的人。。。。感情也沒有穩定著落~

也許是這樣吧。。。。

才會讓歌詞字字句句刺進我的內心深處。。。

沒那麼簡單 就能找到聊得來的伴

尤其是在看過了那麼多的背叛

總是不安 只好強悍

誰謀殺了我的浪漫?

沒有人是喜歡寂寞的， 誰不希望在難過無助時有個人陪？

只是，也許因為。。。。。。。

爱真的[沒那么簡單]，我寧可選擇寂寞。

MSN with Hong Hong (Ages ago)

Left a message at FB [乱逛了4.5个小时，心情好多了。喝了一杯Double Chocolate,心平静下来了。买了一些一向来都不会买的衣服。 买了白色的，粉红色的，浅蓝色的。。。都是一些粉色系列的衣服。没看过我穿这样的衣服吧。。。 今天的我。。。就是心累坏了吧。。。。才会那么样的。。。]


Then, Hong Hong nudge me for MSN chat.

Hong: wei...wat happen to u?
JL: har? ntg la

Hong: then...u go shopping buy so much thing for wat?
JL: sien ma.. nothing to do

Hong: [xxxxx]...nothing to do also mai call me....i got lot things wan to buy....u bo song u ka ki go buy mo jeo me....

JL: hahah i tot u sibeh boh eng ma. cause i also wan go see ur presant one. but i see nothing all also bor ngam lu one!

Hong: u tot u tot....never ask jin ngao tot...

JL: hahaha…..nextime i dun tot la.. ok. i terus call u arrr
no la.. cause today i sien ma... very sien... somemore kena scold from dad.. sim cheng bor hor la...i scare later let u see my scary face lor

Hong: ya lar....terus call nia la...weekday i eng eng de ma...got appointment also one ot tow nia de...
JL: ok ok………i sek zou liow

Hong: i know u 10 ++ years liao...u got wat face i never see???
JL: hahaha.. ya la.. true also

Hong: haha...since when u got this habit same like me de..???
bo song then go feng money???

JL: i also duno why??!! i no feng money la..
Hong: after feng money liao...pocket bleeding lo.

JL: i no masuk LV ar.. Gucci ar..
Hong: very song de hor?

JL: i masuk normal clothing place nia laaa……….i take many many baju .. one by one try……then come out.. all dun wan buy!!!

Hong: yala...even not LV or GUCCI also very song de……..same like me...

JL: see the salesgirl face... dulan me.. I DAMN HAPI!!! hahahaha
Hong: hahah....yaya...see their dulan face...will make me sibeh song de

JL: yes yes
Hong: then tomorrow how?

JL: i go there drink my choco onli...then i jalan jalan...

Hong: go work or go shopping?

JL: tomolow i got dinner

Hong: tomorrow i go take my photo...

JL: shopping somemore ar??

Hong: wan follow?

JL: pocket bleeding liow lor….i got dinner leh...u think i noneed work meh. hahahaha

Hong: then ok lo... i also tot u no need work ma…….so i ask lor...

JL: then tomolow i go ur house see photo
hehehehe
oh~ u think i can like u meh...
song song no go work...

Hong: ok ok...tomolo night u come ya
tomolo i got appointment de...
ngam ngam 3pm...must wait lo.
now har....i sibeh scare customer make appointment liao then cancel....[xxxxx]....make me wait wait wait...

JL: hahaha…..i am one of them... i always make facial appoinment... then i ffkei!!
Hahahahha……… i think lastime U also like this de laaaa!!

Hong: me also like this de...now i know the feel liao

JL: not tomolow come lor... saturday nite i go see ur photos... cause i tomolow got dinner

Hong: ok la... up to u la...u song u come lor...bo song mai come lo...

人生无常，莫等待- 7-1-2010

Wfen called me up around evening time, telling me that she’ll be at Klang Parade to dye her hair. Asked me out for dinner with her after she done her hair.

Wfen’s hair looks so soft and shinny after the treatment. She chooses a red-brownish kind of colour which suits her so much. Aiya… she’s so fair…. what colour also look nice on her de la… somemore she invested RM450 for straightening, hair colour, treatment and cut, sure become beautiful la!!

Then we head to Osaka for our dinner. Osaka… no need ask God, you’ll know how much I enjoy the black dragon there la. Super good. And the creamy mushroom Wfen ordered…. Ichibaneh~!!!

The doctor told Wfen to do a surgery on her hand immediately. She needs to do three different surgeries in one palm alone. Three which separate consider minor surgery, but if three join together, is consider a major surgery. She hasn’t made her next booking as doctor gave her until CNY 4th day to decide the exact date she will come for operation. She’s now in a dilemma on whether she should undergo this surgery or not. She kept on worrying that she will not be able to use her hand after the surgery for 6weeks. She’s worry more for her Facebook adoption BB no food to makan I think! Hahaha……

My advice is that to quickly settle her surgeries soonest possible to be able to USE her hand normally and free herself from the damn pain occurring in the palm. She should choose to be “fasting” 6weeks without keyboard and mobile phones after the surgery than to postpone her surgery which may make her palm go even worse…

Wfen… hand in pain. Hong Hong… getting sick easily nowadays. Just hope my friends are all healthy and well. Dun worry la…. Tiger year will be a great year ahead. All worries and sickness also go far far far away from us!!

Jia Yeuw!!! Jia Yeuw!!!

人生无常，莫等待 - 5-1-2010

Always in and out hospital, felt that human life is very fragile. This minute you can be standing and shouting, next minute you won’t know if you’d ever wake up.
Therefore, have to live my life to the fullest.

On Tuesday, went out with Wfen. We wanted to eat holiao.. because I told you earlier… life is SHORT. We wanted to have Japanese food, but that bloody shop was undergoing construction. No open wor. Drive through to Holiday Villa…. Wanted to find some good food… when see the Ala Carte menu…. all they serve are Nasi Lemak la… MeeHoon Goreng la.. these kind of local food…. See the menu also sien liow.. somemore the price can whack you up!

We travel all the way to Subang to find our dinner place… which finally ends up at Swensen. Swensen has promotion for ice-creams on every Tuesday, but only two of us, so we didn’t order the ice-cream la. Wfen had her Caeser Salad (she’s not cow but take so much veggie duno why) and I ordered a pasta… I forgot the name liow.. but in the menu… that particular seafood pasta is the biggest and chef recommended. Jialing also recommend that seafood pasta… super holiao!!! I slurp all habis… until the plate also like a mirror liow!

Check this out!

Next Tuesday… see who free…. we can find 3-4person go there eat ice-cream liow! Two funny person go Swensen without eating Icecream or dessert. Hahaha…

Wfen was going to UHospital to do her check up for her hand. It’s getting worse and worse each day. Doctor urges her to quickly go and do treatment to her hand. Finally she seeking medical help from ENGLISH certified doctor. Not to mention her earlier opt for Chinese Sensei la…

Hope everything will turn out fine when the report are out.

After our dinner, went SJMC to visit my lady boss. This must be the first time Wfen meet up with her. Nothing much… just a less-than-five-minute kind of visit! Hahaha~

老伴娘的消息

［8-1-2010写］

早上到了医院，听见医生的好消息。
他说因为血里面的Creatinine接近normal了。所以因该可以明天出院。 整理了一下，老板娘当初确实不是因为肾胀有问题才做治疗。

是bladder里面发炎，而这个发炎是一段时间的啦。然后，因为发炎导致肾胀kidney的管子被驻塞了。所以，弄到肾胀也跟着发炎，不能正常操作。所以毒素Creatinine非常多。

目前要注意的，就是她的糖尿病。她必须控制她的吃喝习惯。早上还来了一位营养师介绍糖尿病和一切有关食物的吃法。

老板娘的力气回到从前了。。。我觉得还比从前来的更加精神了呢！说话的声音非常亮。开始觉得她好吵哦。。。还是前几天安安静静的比较好！！

我无能啊．．．．

［6-1-2010写］

星期天和YM到 Bukit Cahaya玩Skytrek。回家后，就直接到APT Klang Parade染头发。发形师给我看了一系列的颜色样品。我选了一个很亮的可可色。发形师一而再，再而三的跟我说这颜色效果会出来很亮的。然后，还说这种颜色很少人会选择的。我还是要。要染就染亮的嘛。。不然染来干嘛啊！

头发吹干后，哎呀。。。也没有很亮啦。没有我预料的出色，也没有样品那样浅的可可色。发形师说我头发原本就很黑，所以效果没那么亮了。

染完头发都已8点了。回到家，消息到耳边了。

老板娘因为较软没力气，所以进了Pantai Hospital Klang检查。来到医院，老板娘就躺在 Emergency Room (ER)床上。样子感觉很憔悴，很累。浑身没有力。医生拿了血样和X-Ray。等了一段时间，医生找我们过来说老板娘糖尿病很高38。而且她的血里面有非常高的Creatinine. 高达460Creatinine。我查了资料，Creatinine是肌酸之酐，系肌酸代谢之终产物，存在于肌肉和血中。

医生劝我们最好立刻做一个治疗。Dialysis treatment因为生怕这些毒素会攻进心胀。初步怀疑是肾胀的问题。做这个治疗需要在Sunway 或Subang Medical Centre才有这个治疗设备。

于是，我们立刻办了手续进了Subang Medical Centre，等待医生做治疗。3am开始做治疗了。因为治疗需要3个小时，于是我和爸爸就回家休息了。我那天可是累死了。想想看，我早上去Skytrek已经很累了，还要搞到3.30am才回到家睡觉。

第二天7.30am就起身了。对了。。。第二天，我全身都痛。 脚经也痛，手也拿不起来！都是Skytrek惹的祸！害我刷牙也刷不到！

早起为了要找老板娘的医药卡。很不幸的，怎么找都找不到。所以立刻又要办card replacement手续。很麻烦的。一直要你来回来回好多堂！气死人。所以啊。。。千万千万不要乱乱把你的医药卡随便放。要放在身边，以防万一。如果发现医药卡不见了，赶紧去办card replacement手续。

老板娘被送到Coronary Care Unit (CCU)就好像做戏每次病人送到ICU这样的啦。这个地方很烦的。只限2个人可以进房。

到了晚上，医生说发现她的肾胀Kidney发炎肿起来，导致bladder也不好。医生建议要把bladder洗干净。然后才可以查处发炎的来源。医生也要抽一点bladder’s tissue检验。

直到今天仍然没有查到发炎的来源。可是可以放心的确是肾胀绝对没有事情。肾胀只是发炎，并不是损坏了。所以可以不用再做治疗了。

看到她那么憔悴，心里不时的担心起来。事前每次都看玩笑说希望她可以早日退休，这两个星期她没上班，公司乱的很。很多事情等待她来搞定的。每个人很理所当然的把眼光放在我的身上。

我的天啊。。。 我何得何能啊？？真担心啊。。。

Hong Hong's Big Day 13-12-2009

(Written on 14th Dec 2009)
Finally my exams are over.
Terrible… it’s so terrible doing revision at the last minute. So many topics to cover, yet so little time for me. When the clock stuck, I just hope someone can stop the time for me. Especially the final week before my exams. Its so dreading….. and I promised myself never ever…. I repeat….. never ever do revision at the very last minute.

Pheew…. Yesterday when the clock shows 6pm…. I was sooo sooo very relieve. Finally it’s the end of it (at least for this year and this semester).

Yup… I was putting on heavy make up to take my exams…. wearing my Cheongsam there too. I rushed over to my exam hall right after Hong Hong’s wedding reception. I was clever enough to have some clothes in my car and quickly changed them in my college.

I woke up at 5.45am yesterday. XinYi called over to ask me to prepare an agreement for the Bride and Bridegroom. Gosh.. I was already running out of time, but she said other things she will do, only this I have to do. So, I agreed and told her it will be exactly like XVee’s version as I really really have no time doing a new one. I then called over to Lilean to help me change it to become Hong Hong’s version. She called me around 10.30pm telling me that she could not print out because she does not have a printer.

That is why I have to go to office early in the morning to print out the agreement. Things aren’t running smoothly as when I opened up the revised version from Lilean, it shows error and I could not open the document in Microsoft Word. I was so pissed off that moment and was like swearing the internet and my stupid version of Microsoft Word. Then, called over to Lilean and asked her what she has changed. Luckily she did not change the words much. Therefore I just used XVee’s version and changed a few sentences from it.

Hong Hong requested for an annual honeymoon trip with her hubby. So I added that sentence there too.

Fetched along Lilean using the Big Pajero. Ya… a girl, wearing cheongsam, driving a land cruiser all the way to BBK. My two Vios car was borrowed to Kelvin for *heng dai* use. They used a whole lot of VIOS on the wedding day.

Reached Hong Hong’s house, she was still doing her hair and make-up.

Of course our make-up artist XVee and her sis, Mian was there making the bride look her best.

She's finally done after a long anticipation~

As usual, photos taking session never ends. Shots one by one, group by group and waited for the bridegroom to come. Hong Hong even tracked her hubby using FriendFriender to check on his location!! Hahaha~ damn funny la she…

The agreement ... super long leh....

The preparation of super sucks drink!

I must say something about the door here. When it's almost time for the groom to arrive, all the ji muis charge downstairs, only to find that there isn't any DOOR for us to use. I mean Hong Hong's house door is...this wooden type one. Langsung no place for us to negotiate lor! Then... in a split second, I remember seeing a roll of ribbon somewhere near in the cupboard, quickly cut the ribbon and tie them door to door, to make a dividing line! Crossing fingers that those Man don't simply step inside.

Hooonk…. Came from the cars…. Kelvin arrived at the doorstep, looking anxious and a little worried in his face. Hahaha…. You think so EASY can let him marry a beautiful wife back meh… sure must pass all the challenges one…

First one… The Bitter Gout. Raw Eat.

Second, the Unbelievable drink (which smells so spicy,akward and…. Euwwww…. So kolian the heng dai whom drink those)


Third, the Vietnamese Hat and Yoga style. This part was funny. Styles were given, and the heng dai’s have to follow and do exactly as per the drawing. Not only for a second, but hold on, until the next pose, and the next, and the next.

Finally, we have most heng dai doing a pose and strike a pose like the Shaolin Eighteen Monks!!!

And lastly, our special waxing on their hairy leg! Hahaha… pity the guy. His bulu one whole part all completely gone!!

After that, the angpow giving time. It was easy though, cause we girls saw many RM50 notes inside. Let him pass, until he came to the last door, with an agreement on it. He has to read it out, but he did not have the patience to finish up till the third line, and he loudly declare that he will do whatever his wife wants him to do, and will listen to her COMPLETELY.

And there he pen down his promise.

Tada…. Finally he get to see his wife!

While waiting for the tea-ceremony, we were standing outside, video-taping for the CD to be presented to Hong Hong. It was funny and we tried over and over again!

Went to Hong Hong’s new house, had a good lunch over there.



Visited her room. Fantastic decorations and furnitures. All nicely co-ordinated and beautifully designed. I wonder how she does all that!

After my lunch, rushed over to the exam hall. I was put to do my exam in an office – isolated from everyone, even the invigilator. I very pandai la… took notes inside and put those loose notes inside my handbag. Then, I sat there for like an hour, noone came inside to check on me. I started to become brave, and ….. took out the notes la… what else… wait for what! Notes on the table, covered with my exam sheets. So pandai. But of course la, calculation and notes are two different things, especially when you are in an accounting exams. But indeed, it helped me a lot, as I there were lots of formula which gone blank after the ceremony. Even though got notes, still cannot get my accounting 'balance' for question One!! Damn it.

I was running out of time, and just trying to get marks, instead of figuring out how to balance it. It was no-way to be balance… I don’t know why!